Owning a business was something I never imagined myself capable of. I used to believe that having depression meant I was “too” disorganized, exhausted all of the time, unmotivated, and moody to be an entrepreneur. When I eventually reached a brick wall (and rock bottom) with regular work, I decided to venture into the world of self-employment – and I’ve never looked back.

Here are some of my favorite aspects of being a depressed entrepreneur:

1. I can set my own hours and work when it is convenient for me.

The majority of the workforce follows a “9 to 5” schedule, which is punishing for someone who isn’t a morning person like me (and many people with depression). Instead of wasting time zoning out waiting for that terrible cup of coffee to kick in, I can now reserve my energy and concentrate for times when I’m more likely to be productive.

2. I can take breaks whenever I need them and travel wherever I choose.

Mental illness can strike at any moment and in any place. I used to have to push through them as an employee, to the point that I’d wind up in a puddle of tears in the bathroom. When I need a break, I can now travel anywhere and do anything until I’m ready to return to work without jeopardizing my mental health.

3. I’m fine with taking a mental health day or two… perhaps even three…

When I used to have a down day, I hated utilizing my valuable sick leave, so I would force myself to go to work. Trying to push through my depression bouts just made them worse and lasted longer. Now I can take days off whenever I need a break, knowing that I’ll be back to work and feeling better sooner than if I neglected my needs.

4.

I have complete control over my working environment and setup.

My previous workplace had fluorescent lights, few windows, and people competing for desk space, all of which depleted my vitality. Now that I have my trusty laptop, I can work wherever my heart and mind wish – on the patio, at the beach, on the couch with my dog — you name it!

5.

Rather than working on things that drain me, I may work on things that energize me.

I had little influence over who I worked with and what projects I was assigned as an employee. Now I can work on projects that match my energy levels during the day. Do you want to be inspired? Make a killer webinar or blog article. Are you exhausted? Why not unwind on the couch while doing some data entry? Plus, when your company expands, you’ll be able to pay others to handle the tasks you despise! It’s entirely up to you to decide what to do with your company.

Even if you have a mental condition, being your own boss may be incredibly fulfilling and healing.

Are you a business owner who is depressed? Tell me in the comments!

xo
Mandy